Of Fragile Heart and 1101

...Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

I'm a person whose in the midst of searching

someone who is in the journey

of finding her true identity

a person 

who aims high

but

a dreamy

a girl who

wanted to change from doing nothing

into doing something

aiming

to be someone to Him

and to the ummah

fragile heart

as from the words

easily broken into pieces

but He

who loves me more than my mummy

always there through thick and thin

being the nearest 

being the dearest

showing His non-stop kindness

by

holding my heart to this deen

either He is in the remembrance

or forgotten

silly me.

1101

on eleventh

and 

in January

I'm here in this world

taking the responsibility

to be the next khalifah 
the next generation of the ummah

the next solehah daughter to pray 

for the happiness of her parents here in the world and the afterlife

the next sahabiah to my friends

the next da'ieyah to the musleemat

the next tulang rusuk to the Imam I will be marrying

the next ummi to the next generations of Muhammad P.B.U.H

and of course

the next slave of His to be judge in the Day of Judgement

Allah~ Allah~

with Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

I write, express and share my thoughts 

in this piece of sheet of virtual reality

and I named her fragileheart1101

to tell the people

that I'm weak

I'm easily forget

but

I'm trying to change to be somebody

who benefits the ummah

and of course someone

who is trying to be a good slave of Allah

insyaAllah

...Alhamdulillahi rabbil 'aalamiin 'ala kulli haaliw wa ni'mah...